Saturday, May 2, 2009

well, an example (from my last post) i can think of is skool....

Don't know if u guys ever thought bout this...but "marks" in school can be somethin "earthly" and "material" that we all would do anything for rite now. Nd i found that through tht...it's made myself into a selfish person. All that matters to us really (at this stage), are marks. We would step over others and bring them down...jus so our marks will work out for the better. Iunno, i've jus realized tht lately. When ppl ask me fr help...I give it a good thought first..."When i help him/her, will i be helping myself more?...or him/her more?". And sometimes I decide not to help ppl...cuse i don't want them to do good. So if i teach them how...they'll get it; and when they get it...they'll do good. (Mann i was evil, i was totally guilty of all tht). I usually only help ppl...only if it helps me. Otherwise, there wud be no reason to. Anything that brings everyone else down, nd me up...was worth going for.

In school projects, sometimes, i could care less about my other project partners. As long as im done my part, they're on their own.

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