The time I truly need to rely on God, is when all else has forsaken me except for Him. He has always been there.

Strive.

Trying harder not to be cooler with men/people...but to be cooler with God.

--//Don't you just love it when you dream about "waking up in the middle of the day", when it's still actually really early, and you don't know you're dreaming.

Skiing in the Shwa's

So today, I went skiing, with my Oshawa Campus Church bros and sis! I haven't gone skiing in like...5 years yo. Even in highschool, the idea of skiing at all never really came up. But now, after 5 years of no skiing, I realized how fun it was again. But also, after not skiing for 5 years, I received a few battle scars...with the slope that is. I received a new look that looks like this:

I really want to give a shout out to: Kevin Gabriel, Becky, Leigh, Joseph, Jasper, and Reagan. For just caring for me, and looking out for me. They are the best bros and sis you'll find out there! Once I was injured, they rushed right away to where I was, even those who I didn't know that well. But I felt so cared for and comforted, just due to that little injury. They kept asking me if I was alright. The most FAQ of the day (and the following days after) was: "How is your face?!?". Yea, got quite the attention for the face too. But something i did not expect...was it to heal SO fast. It healed in 3 days. It was a very miraculous heal (ofc, I used some polysporin, that helped a lot). Thanks to all those who prayed for my healing, I appreciate it =)

This was the after:

I look forward to skiing with you guys again!

Who's more Stubborn?

So today, I got my marks back from Fall term 2010. They were not great at all...

I passed all of them...

But it was basically a barely pass for most of them. I only did quite well in one course, out of five. But...I'm still glad I didn't fail any! because I was literally afraid so...

--//On a seperate note, today, I went to my neurologist for a "doctor's note".

Ok, there is a BIG huge complicated story that I haven't mentioned, that has been basically taking place this whole Christmas break. Essentially, it's all to do with back to when I missed that final exam. Ever since then till now, my parents (really, it's my dad) has been trying to make 'excuses' for me, to find a reason that I missed my exam so that I would be able to re-write it. I...for some reason...strongly disliked that idea. Like, I strongly did because I hate how we are so desperate, and are willing to throw in anything, or go through anything just to write this exam to re-gain my marks. Sure...that mark that I got in the end for that course, doesn't really reflect my actual mark. But I'm over that already. When the rules were VERY CLEAR cut that without "doctor's note stating that you have been under long term care" you simply can NOt write it. Rules are rules.

But yet, sometimes I feel like my dad is so stubborn...or perhaps maybe I'm the stubborn one, because I am just like my dad. We are both stubborn people, but on this one, it's a matter of idea,intention, and understanding; and this time I'm not in with him on this one. We had quite an argument today, ultimately just arguing about the whole PURPOSE and point of getting this doctor's note. In the end, we didn't get it, becaus eI argued with him so much in front of the doctor..and secretary that we just left rudely. The doctor's and secretary ofc could not help us much...and I knew this would happen. But everything's cool now. It is what it is...

I'm in quite a good mood now.