Back...nd spoiled

guess im backk...

all i can say is...I'm soo lucky (And spoiled), to be the youngest one in WHOLE entire family (including all relatives on both sides)...I'll always be a kid to every one. Although I'm 18...I'll always be the "cute" lil child I always was to them. I mean, all attention was directed at me once again. Everyone treated me like an 8 yr old again...Gave me a Wii, TONS of lai see from every single auntie/uncle/cousin, and showed EXTRA love and care to a baby cousin tht i always was.

This whole weekend, I spent the nites at the bride's house. I've never felt so young in such a group...it wus like i was a child to everyone. My cousins had their OWN children; almost the same age as me (k no, im jking, but still...grandchildren alreadi)

Anewayz, during the wedding, i saw some SCAC ppl there too lol (Justin, Karen, Ernest, Alex, Derek, other ppl around the same age...). There was a dance after; where Karen had to drag me on the dance floor when she saw tht i wus jus sitting there. I've got some pics (how they're like when they're NOT in Dido lol). I also danced with the bride (a.k.a. my cousin); went pretty well lol. I learned how to dance! well, properly...(literally, first time in actual dance...never been in one). Also, Got some first-hand experience with drinking...it's actually not too bad. I'm a legal drinker now...i think. ITT was WILDD...mebbe cuse i don't go to much parties. But ppl got drunk nd crazzyy. I wus gonna try it out...but my parents were rite beside.

Anewayz, the wedding was event-ful...definitely a HAPPY day, fr my cousin Elsie and her husband. I'M happy for them. I'll admit...I cried during the Wedding...cuse i was too happy...tears of joy. Not very often, fr someone like me. The food is amazinggg in Calgary...can tell they spent a lot on tht.

(I'll update with pics later on)

Can't believe i gotta be in skool tmr...like i jus left yesterday. Literally, i didn't do anythin over the whole trip.



unchanging love:

usually, over time, when ppl don't see each other for a while...they don't really feel like they know the person anymore; cuse ppl change. They don't know if he/she is the same person anymore; which often affects the way you treat or act around one person. We're often unsure...if the relationship's still there. But never, have you treated me any more differently that you've treated me 5 years ago. (Tht's really hard to do, fr some ppl.) I'm always the lil cousin you always treasured and loved. And you've still shown me tht love till today. Somehow, I always thought i was a favorite to you...how you always somewhat cared and treated me ever so special, relative to many others. and you still do LOL. But you've shown me...tht truly, there IS a relationship. nd this relationship...is unchanging; tht lasts forever.