Friday, March 19, 2010

Sorry, im so obssessed...

I have a.d.d., I know i do. I've determined it after...well a LONG time ago, but yesterday i just experienced some more of it. While i study, i can't just sit and think about what i study. Once in a while, a thought that relaxes my mind comes in, but at the same time, that's how i never get anything done.

Also, i have short term memory, and short-term flow of ideas. What im tryina say is, i don't stay on one point for more than a few seconds. I change topics really fast, just because i can, and probably because there's always something stimnulating the next thought, and then the next. I forget what im tryina say, half way...through a sentence. It's like knowing totally what you are trying to do, and why you have to do it, it's like a goal that's set; but something goes wrong somewhere still. When you have an idea all structured in your head, how does that even go wrong? lol

"As long as you are putting your mind to use, or consciously thinking about something, it is not resting." Agree, or disagree?

This is because i had a discussion. The discussion was what counts as "resting" or "sleeping". When you lie on your bed, but you're still thinking thoughts that require brain-power, is that still considered sleeping/resting? Cuse through my experience, i think and think and think...on my bed (with my eyes closed, trying to sleep). But i am so friggin tired the next day.

I believe that "resting/sleeping" is mainly resting your 'mind'. If you're mind gets rest, then im sure most other things will. You're mind is what controls if you're tired or not right? So i think, if you're mind goes to sleep, you ARE sleeping. Otherwise, i think not.

Also, i don't think dreaming counts, if you count that is "thinking". Cuse i call it "unconsciously/subconsciously" thinking. Cuse that's what you do when you sleep, you dream! It's a requirement of sleeping.

But there is so much about the brain i don't get. I'm no "neu

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