Engaging

feeling special. You would go so far, to make someone feel that way depending how huge your desire is to that person.

In connect group, there was an all-out sole topic just talking about "pornography". Girls and guy groups. I always thought pornography as a like a forbidden topic, that it was such a...uncommon thing to talk about in the open. That no one such as us christians would ever indulge in such thing. But humans, indulge in it, and we are humans. Being christian, does not mean, we don't struggle, obviously, and are...damned for good, if anyone ever found out. Like it always seem like too big of a sin to mention out there, that ppl would think of you as a sick, perverted person (which you would be, yes). But that's exactly what ppl did last night. They shared about it, i mean.

As christians, i guess we are ashamed to do such a thing (or we should be). In the outside world, it's a 'great' thing to do. The world at the moment, lives in such contrast to that of the 'holy' way of living, which is God.