Friday, March 19, 2010

Big day...Crap day?

So today, was my big midterm day (well, not that big, could be bigger, when it gets to "finals"), and i had a chem midterm at 8:00 am. I wake up at 8:30am. The exam lasts from 8:00am - 9:30am. So i got there around 8:40am, bout half the exam time.

And i was...PANIC-ing. I lost all composure. My mind...was messed up.

Most likely, i may have failed (hear that hint of positivity? lol), because i honestly i had no idea, what i was staring at or what i was doing during the exam. My homeostasis was messed up. Panic throws a person off...

But...BUT...u no what i really hafta to, Thank God, I didn't miss the whole exam, cuse usually when i sleep in...i sleep ALL the way in, and this time, it was only 30 min in to the exam. So, i am very thankful for that.

What's past is past though. I know eventually, probably even today, im going to forget about it already. Cuse there are GREATer things yet to come, and greater things are still to be done, and greater things to "worry" about over.

That is all i have, to say for now =P

--//Last night, i had trouble sleeping. I think it was due to a couple of things.

1) my roomate walked in once, or twice and i woke up.
2) My roomate stayed up pretty late, so a funny thing is, i thought it was morning when i suddenly woke up, when it was actually 2:00 am. After that, i couldn't go back to sleep. I didn't even feel tired anymore, to go back to sleep. I had literally felt like it was time to wake up, because my body felt "woken up", and i thought i slept (and dreamt) for a while already. What a weird feeling
2) Following that, I kept having to use the bathroom at certain intervals.

So that may explain, the reason for why what happened, happend. Due to my messed up sleeping schedule, before that.

My roomate is cool, btw.

--// what kinda kills me though, is that my parents asked if i could wake up at that time, and that they could give me a wakeup call if i wanted. And i told them i trusted my alarm clock pretty well.

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