Since i'm so bad at explaining...and usually the first time, is the charm, so

I'm just gonna paste this...

†Conan Yu - @UOIT, messed up night says:
*lols wow, something so...weird jus happened to me rite now
† jenny says:
*what happened?
† Conan Yu - @UOIT, messed up night says:
*some random girl
*or i thot she was a girl
*came in to my room
*and started asking me to use and borrow everything, like phone, internet, etc..
*like, i honestly had no idea who she was
*and she wouldn't really tell me anything
*but she came in
*and she said "...i don't wanna go to jail again..."
*"i have a baby, and family..."
*"so plz help me"
*so i was like...
*OMgoodness
*what do i do
*man, i don't even know what i did was right
*but i...ended up helping her
*yo at first, it was kinda scary
*not because she was scary
*but i thought it was like a temptation or somethin
*because she...kinda, took off her clothes in front of me
*not ALL of it...
*So in my mind, im like "What's going onnn..."
*And at some point, i thought i would hafta run out of the door, just like a pastor who had told me a similar story had done before.
*but then after, all she really needed was help
*so, ends up, she snuck in to this res somehow (she doesn't even go here, or go to skool, or anything, she has a family and kids)
*came here to party or sumthin i think
*and she needed my help to sneak out, without any cameras seeing her, cuse apparently, she came in 'illegally' somehow?
*so...that was wackk
*lolls
*didn't know what to do
† jenny says:
*ooohhh
*>_<
† Conan Yu - @UOIT, messed up night says:
*it was like...12:00, i mean...cmon, that's partying time?
*yea, that's the story
† jenny says:
*loll
*maybe she was drunk
† Conan Yu - @UOIT, messed up night says:
*and all tHAT happened
*while u were showering!
*no, i don't think she was
*cuse...
*she was serious after...
*she started crying
*and im like...what the heckk...am i supposed to do
*a women i don't even know...in my room...crying
*like, that situation is awkward enough
*but yeaa
*i really don't know what happened to her now
*i just..."did what i had to do"
*like you know me, i always end up helping ppl...

So originally, i was all scared all of a sudden, that i will fall into this temptation, like, that it was devil's work. But in the end, it was...serious business, i guess? I think i made her cry, because i was so mean to her. I think i kept giving her this..."look" that i give. And i think she sensed it and started crying. Even she said "You're probably thinking, 'What is the girl doing in my room' (starts crying)."

But, that was an unexpected...event.

But ok, out of all this, the point is...maybe i thank God, for giving me the sense & mind of resistance to temptation. Because i was so resistive that she would...iunno, sexually seduce me, i was mean to her. and in turn made her cry. I don't know if that turned out for the better...but...yea.

uh, i hope you don't mind jenny, for the sake of expressing what i needed to. Just let me know if you do. lol