Before you read this...I know, God's made me the way I am, and it's not His fault obviously. But I feel partially the responsibility is on me, the way I turn out. Like, I hafta pull my part too, and so...back to what I originally wrote:
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Partially the reason why I hate the way I am, is cuse i have a tendency to piss people off. Not exactly that I'm trying to, i mean, I'm actually trying to do the opposite. But it seems the harder I try to "not piss ppl off"...it pisses them off. Yea, and i can see why...like, i can understand...i don't blame them for being pissed. Because i would be too, I see where they are.
I'm one of those people who try SO hard to "not get people pissed at me", (like I'd get over-sensitive by that); who try to win everybody, who tries to be friends with everybody.
If I were somebody else lookin at this, I wouldn't like me either. I wouldn't like this "body" that I am...that attitude.
And my speech...it just adds on to the disaster. The more I talk, the bigger the hole deepens. I always use the wrong words at the wrong times.
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--//Today in Sunday School, I taught the kids to "Tell the truth!"...also a reminder to myself lol.
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