My self-esteem is so low right now...
Like, these people are my sisters (and brothers)...and i act so weird, like they aren't so much like my sisters. Because if they were my sisters, i'd be really natural and comfortable. I don't like this. I want to be comfortable like everyone else. No ONE is like this...that's why I think I'm weird, just only in this aspect though...
I think I'm still afraid of being judged. Judged by man (and woman) that is. Not by God. That's the whole problem, I think.
The whole judging thing...if there were no judging in this world...there'd be no self-consciousness. And there would be no problem, my problem. But then it comes back to our reliance...on who...
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"I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well. "
- Psalm 139:14
Conan, there's so many things I envy you about and look up to you about. I wish I possess at least 1/2 of the musical talent you have! You're always so kind and generous to others too. Just be yourself, we all love who you are :)
HAhaha thankss Pauline, haven't talked to in quite some time.
I miss home!..haven't been home in a while. THanks for that encouragement Pauline...
and being a great sis in Christ yourself..haha, I feel like i haven't been home in so longg...
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