A Major Distraction. A Loss of Focus.

If people in this world...were out of the equation...my life would be affected drastically...my distractions, and my needs/interactions....

Good (positives): People can keep each other accountable, and keep each other company...without them, I wouldn't have that.

Bad (negatives): I'd end up "putting a show" in front of people.

Today, I tried walking down the hall of the school, pretending that people did not exist, that the people walking beside me weren't there. It felt so different. It changed the way I thought 'during that moment'...I had no worries...did not care how I was...how I would be looked at.

I felt really natural and free of the way I acted...

'People' are such ultimate distractions, cuse when there's people, we develop a self-consciousness of ourselves. Also, we have pride...in front of others.

Question: Can we have pride, if there were no other people around. If there were no humans on this earth except for yourself. That may have erased a lot of other things with it...but there would be nothing to be prideful to/over/with right?

If I had to make something go away, I would make "my consciousness of needing to be accepted" go away.