Iunno man.

Another thing, that struck me is, earthly love is so momentary (momentarily?). We all happy and we all feel loved and belong for a while, for a moment. A moment could be a period of time (could be a minute, could be 10 years). I guess it comes with experience in this world for a longer time. Just when you've finally lived it out...

Like the friends now, whoever it is...obviously don't last forever, we know that. As in, they'll die, you'll die someday, or...they might just not be your friend your WHOLE life.

We'll always say "I love you guys!"..."You guys make my world.."..."love, love, love". There's just so much love...that people talk about. We say..."We got your back"...many times, but you'll know when the time comes...if they REALLY got your back. The real test when you're in need.

But obviously, you can tell when you are loved. No one's stupid enough to just believe that words of "love", mean that they're loved. If nobody really rmbs you, or cares, or talks to you anymore...then yea. It's hard I know, how is it possible to remember EVERYONE? But yea, that's the truth I guess...you can't include everyone. No one has a life like that. For a living, they go and make friends/be a friend...

Maybe, there IS a job like that. Iunno i can see it a little, but who DOES that?

And even for the momentary "tightness" in a group, or between certain people, that doesn't go on forever either. Eventually, you'll be distracted...by many things. You won't ALWAYS be in somebody's lives, and they in yours.

It takes a lotta effort to truly put your heart and care for EVERY SINGLE person you know. That's like the master challenge ever...

So we just say..."we love them lots". Because obviously, we ultimately ALL want to be loved back too...

We loved, because we want love back.

God loves...because He loves. He's the definition of love. That's why, He's the ONLY one up there! lol haha. There's none like Him. God manages all. Only He's capable of loving each and every one of us. Humans can't. We're just not capable.