Sunday, August 1, 2010

Giving encouragement is great...but I don't WANT to give it, when i don't MEAN it when I give it.

Like, I don't wanna say "Good 'job' *whoever*" if i don't actually mean it. I don't wanna say it, cuse it's GOOd to say it. Not gonna say it cuse every one else does...everyone's being encouraging, so I TOO should be encouraging. I'm just not like that. And when I have done that, I don't feel so great about it. I really hate saying stuff, that i don't even mean.

So, honestly, i don't know if it's 'just' (justified) to be really un-encouraging (as long as it's not discouraging), if I won't mean it anyways.

So would you rather, fakingly say something nice, or not say it at all. I would, not say it at all.

Ofc, if you could say something genuinely nice, that would be the best. Which I often look for, and hope that I can say. If it's genuine, I'll def say it.

It's like, I try not to say something because I'm pressured to say it. I want to say things, when I want, and what I want. I want to say things from my heart.

1 comment:

Chapman said...

Yo Conan, just found your blog today. You got some deep stuff you're writing about. I totally know what you're talking about for this one man. Sometimes it does feel really awkward when you don't 'fakely encourage' someone...and end up feeling really mean. I don't have an answer. I'm just agreeing.