Sunday evening...

Why do we read the Bible? Cuse God loves us. Why do we pray? Cuse God loves us. Not because we want Him to, it's cuse He already has. We do it not to earn anything out of it, but because we wanna know more about this God because of the grace He's given us. Naturally, when someone loves us...the last thing we want to do...is NOT love them back. It only makes sense. Who's first instinct would not be to love one...that has first loved you.

I learned three things today, i think it's a bit random, but it's ok:

1) When you have a sexual relationship with someone, your like an animal. Cuse animals do not have relationships. They don't communicate, they just do it.

2) It's ok to feel guilty as a christian when you've done wrong, or when temptation has overcome you. That's a good sign. It means the Holy Spirit is still working in you. Better to feel bad, than to not feel bad at all. When it doesn't bother you...that's when you've gotta be worried, if u even can be.

3) When we spend time with God, He loves us. When we don't spend time with God, He loves us.


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4) When temptation wins over us, and ppl see it...we feel like hypocrites, don't we? We feel so down and depressed...it just sucks, like crap. ummm, I actually don't realli have a solution for tht...doesn't mean there isn't one. But i guess you can always rmb, that His grace is always sufficient and enough for us. When we screw up...God still always loves us back.

5) Instead of going, "oh, I'm so sorry, i'm so sorry for sinning...now i have to get this burden off, and repent myself". You should go "Thank you God, for your grace...for the love of Jesus Christ who died for us".

But grace is a free ticket to sin, it should be more like the other way around. When someone shows grace, you appreciate it...and give all you can back.