Whenever i get nervous...i start offending ppl. I just noticed that. (ok, that might be a lie...bout me just noticing it.)

but I believe the reason behind it, is cuse...[in "Conan-mode", srry, tht's wut i call it...] i often don't know what to say or respond to something (it's like my brain's not there anymore, or i lost it somehow...), and a lot of crap ends up coming straight out of that mouth of mine. which can...and somewhat has b4...costed friendships.


and everytime after i say it...i feel like a ******** (srry bout the language.)