Woowoo....

I honestly feel so at home...at SCAC.

Hate goin back (to UOIT, that is)...so early every week. The only times i see ppl is either Friday (at colluni), or Sun (during service). Parent's rules: No chilling on Sat, No chilling on Sun (which includes eating lunch, nd doin anything after service; because there's "no time" apparently).

Yea, so the reason being that i like my hometown so much is cuse:

Like, the fact that people remember me...and welcome me back (sometimes thro hugs, a wave, a call-out/acknowledgment, or a ball-sacking); even people i don't exactly know to well. like, I've always been thankful to those ppl.

Most people...when u don't see face-to-face for a while...they pretend, not to rmb or talk to you. Cuse usually, they don't feel too comfortable to. Cuse as i said b4, time changes everything. But in SCAC, EVERYONE (or at least...the majority of people i know) welcomes me back. And puts a =) on my face. You know how...great...it feels to be "remembered"...to feel as tight as you were...as if it were only a day ago. How "warm nd fuzzy" it feels...when someone is happy to see you.

As ppl say...or maybe I say..."happiness is contagious"...or would it be "cheerfulness is contagious"? iunno...since happiness deals mre with ur personal life...u can't exactly spread it...i think.

I have never been so thankful...that there are people like them, the kind of ppl i want/like to see...but never do.

And it made me feel kinda warm inside...to know how much we gr.12 (last yr) were missed. Altho, now dido, they're starting to adjust to the new environment...with the new gr.9s. I heard it's been kinda hectic actually. But eventually, they'll pick it up....just like we did. It always takes time...for new changes.

---/I suddenly day-dreamed, about a dream, that i dreamt about a few yrs ago. I was going to heaven again...I was in an elevator...going up, nd up, and up....tht's about all i have to say about it for now.
(sometimes, my dreams are like "fairy tales" in a totally different world...dreams get pretty ridiculous, but i can never realize it...while ur still in the dream, that is.)

I don't know if I've ever been to hell b4...dun think so. But I imagine they have everything there...everything you want. That "could" be the good prt.

It's the second part, that sucks (or makes it not worth it), when u get thrown into the lake of fire. If it weren't for that, think it would be alrite...

But the point, isn't tht. It's not the "earthly" stuff (the stuff u always desire) that u want; but...you usually you go for those. It's what u usually can't see, or something yet to be revealed or undertood...that is usually good for you. ok, tht sounded confusin.

---/Sorta Random:

I think this is normal for a human to feel/think:

- HAPPY, to know that someone thinks about you, or "misses" you.

- the want, to be NEEDED by somebody (not sure if tht's clear...)

- also...HAPPY to know that somebody else is happy to see you.

Cuse it all applies to me. Things like these really brighten up my day...