*Sighh, might as well put it up (dun really mind anymore)

Here's how it went:

"This is as far as I rmb…

So one day, I was with Brian…nd suddenly, these "wicked, evil" ppl came…tryina pick a fight. It was so obvious, that they wanted us to get us "pissed off" (felt like it was a test fr some reason, just like how satan tests) to see how much patients and self-control we had. Kinda like causing us to sin, in some way. It was random too…cuse me and Brian were jus eating lunch together, in some unknown place (you never know where u are in a dream), and suddenly these guys come and pick a fight. They did so in a taunting manner. They encouraged us to fight, which would taint our spiritual identity.



It became so unreasonable to a point, that we fought back.

Weapons started to become involved, nd these guys had knives (kitchen knives) in their hands. And me and Brian also…grabbed knives…in defense (don't ask why the only weapons we had, were knives). It wus so freaky. But sometime during the battle…Brian, got stabbed…in the head. ND I just…lost all control. I suddenly became trained to kill. I was no longer myself. I was taken over. There was no such thing as "love" in me anymore. Like I wanted all those ppl to die…cuse of what they did. It became soo bloody; it didn’t seem like me…felt like something took control of me. But it was me…I didn’t think I could become someone like tht…but I did. In real life, i really think i would do tht.

Nd all of a sudden…a voice called to me, and told me to start praying. I wanted to. Just be able to lift everything up to God to deal with. I wouldn’t have to worry about the situation I was in. But as I started my prayer…I couldn’t. I had to continue, defending myself & killing whoever was in my way. I wus afraid that while in my prayer…someone would stab me. I didn’t “believe” that God would take care of everything…so I let the distraction consume me, and I got stabbed anewayz. Nd I woke up.

This showed wut little faith I had in God.

I'm sorry if this was a lil random...but i dreamed wut i dreamed.

I have NOT been watching too many movies…cuse I actually don’t even watch movies at all. Dun have time."