Worries...

the presentation i was soo worried fr....finally, i need not wrry bout no more. I'm a person who doesn't like public speaking and presenting in general...although u'll really need it in life. I dun no why i always get so worked up about these things. Like, whenever i'm about to do a presentation, I can NOT sleep the day before. literally, im not able to physically sleep...cuse i dream about it, but it's not one of those dreams tht you have when u sleep. It's the ones that keep u awake! lol. But wutever, it's over now...I prayed about it, nd i asked other ppl to pray fr me. So i think went ookk overall.

Dad's comin back tmr!....1 mre day....it'z kinda funny. Cuse i was counting down to the day my dad wud leave the house. Now, I'm counting down...fr the days he'll be backk. Mann...I miss dad. LOL never ever thought I'd say tht.

But i have feeling...when he does come bac...tht thought mite not last fr long...but fr now, can't wait! lol


PDP iss heree...it'z gonna be this week. Nd I'm not readyy...to be honest. I'm starting to feel some pressure, cuse I had NO time to practice it, and WILL have no time to practice it over the week. Nd this event is really important. It's an outreach, for ppl who don't know much about God yet, or ppl who do, but want to understand the reall meaning of "praise". Skool is the biggest thing...if only there were ppl in tht environment who i could keep accountable with. Keep me on track. I just can't juggle these thingss....I've been really involved lately. I needa remind myself y im doing these things. Cuse when I just try to do everythin at oncee...I just lose the meaning of everything. Cuse all I see it as now...is somethin i gotta complete, somethin that needs to be finished or done. Deadlines that have to be met. Extra burdens i need to take on (a bit exaggerated). Soo...i think i should stopp...take a step back nd think...whyy am i doing this? Whoo is it for?

Lord, Please speak through me to the audience of PDP...cuse it really won't be me talking, cuse i'm not even capable of tht...it'll be all You. So let me be a servant, someone You can use...to tell the world Your message.