Saturday, January 30, 2010

This...may...be a little confusing...well, u no who's blog you're reading from..

So I had this random discussion with…a friend of a friend of mine…fine, His name is Chris; but it was about how no one loves, because they "love". When someone loves, it’s always because they want something back in return, even if you don’t even realize it directly. Examples, I love you, so you can love me.

BUT, on a different scenario/possibility, is what if someone loves you FIRST. I know, as humans, we probably feel like, "When someone loves us, I can't help but love him/her back." It's just IN us, to love people back after they loved us.
BUT again, I’ve always thought of this possiblility that maybe, we don’t love people, because they loved us first. Could it be possible? I don’t know if I believe it or not. But maybe, deep down, it’s because we want them to keep on loving us, so therefore, we love back.

And God…just loved us.

“And We love God back, because He loved us.”…Supposedly.

I’m not saying this is true, but could it be possible, that we only love because we want God to still love us. Say, if we knew He would stop loving us…would we still love Him? Like ofc, this doesn’t make a lot of sense, cuse how is that love, when you love at times, and you do not at other times. But I just wanted to illustrate an example. But I’m trying to just express a point of what human nature could be like?…sorta thing. Do we love, only because…we want to make sure, in the future we are still loved? OR…do we love (in return), because we are loved. That is all.

1) We love for…
2) We love back

--//Basically, love is always conditional for us humans. But there’s only One that does Not apply on…and that is...the one and only...God.

Something very annoying I get very annoyed of…is hypocrites, or fakes, or people who deceive people to think they are something that they are not, or they are not something that they are (which is everyone in this world…).

Ex. The first time I meet this person…I think they’re very nice, and possibly even a Christian like me. The point is, I find so much joy, that I’ve found someone like him or her…because it’s something I thought I'd rarely find…in just, an environment like this. And you know…when this Joy, “breaks apart”…I get…so pissed. And SO down. Mmm I guess I am expressing a true experience tht maybe I went through but yea. I’m feelin very expressive rite now.

Also, "users"- u make friends, not to become their friends, but to take advantage of them. dislike those ppl.

But I couldn’t go around “hat-ing” on these people, because I myself am one…and who could I be, to judge others. We ARE imperfect, and GOD is fully rightful to judge all of us. But He doesn’t…He chooses to forgive. Ofc, im talking about any sin in general being forgiven. And, we’re His children still.

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