"Sin makes u stupid..." wut i learned today.

edit//...so does not reading the Bible...(from my experience)

--/So today was sunday, and i was suppose to wake up for church at around...8:55am (that's when the bus leaves). And i gotta confess, the only thing i wanted, was more sleep. So i ended up sleeping until...8:50, and i go...crapp, im missing the bus for sure. And i have another confession to make lol, which is that i was thinking to myself: "I don't care if I make it or not...if not, I'll jus get more sleep!". So that's wut i had in mind. So i's like telling God, "If You really want me to make it...then by the time i walk down, it'll still be there. If not, then it won't." So i was thinking of grabbing breakfast after and enjoying my sweet time if i didn't make it (which i was kinda assuming already). As a result, i took my sweetest, longest time to walk down to the bus stop where ppl waited to get picked up to church. And by the time i got there, I was already 15 min late, so im like "Guess I'm not gunna make it today, God!"...and guess wut, ppl were still waiting! I's like, "how can ppl still be waiting, it's 15 min past". But they're jus like..."the bus is late today". And im like..."is it late, every time?" And the answer was "nope, jus this time, when u came. In fact, it usually comes early".

So I guess God was tellin me sumthin, I can't ever find excuses to run away from stuff like this, whenever i try to lie to myself or satisfy what i want.

In fact, i realized the bus is ALWAYs late, everytime i come. Guess God really has things planned out...