Thursday, November 12, 2009

Come to think of it, I don't think i ever really cared much about my future. Like, where i would be, or what i will become in the future. I always thought, if i was still happy, it would be fine. And, i also thot that, money never really made me happy. Altho, it would be nice to have it.

I don't think i tend to try really hard in skool, or maybe i do...sometimes.
But i don't know why im doing it. I jus do it...cuse...ur suppose to. I really never understood how any of this benefited me...or others, in the future. Generally speaking, there's nothing that motivates me to do well in school.

And ofc, i've heard, that gaining all these knowledges through the years, can help u serve the Lord in the times to come. Like, this is sort of a prep, and a skill needed to bring other people to Christ. And yea, it's true i think.

But i guess...I'm jus...plain lazy sometimes. i mean, All the time.

I just always thought...that if i enjoyed what i was doing...which is to help ppl, maybe with the talents and gifts God has given me, it would be enough. A social worker matches this description!

i don't wanna be a doctor in fact...or a pharmacist...or...in the medical field. That's jus not me. It's the money. I don't want the money. And rite now...im taking lifescience.

i like interaction! brightening ppl's days!...cuse i felt tht b4...all the time, in fact. Think i have that in me.

interest + ppl = happiness (in terms of a job)

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