Saturday, February 27, 2010

I realize what i need to do, i realize the problem, but i don't really know if I really want to solve it deep down inside.

Even when im in action, in the process of doing something, i TOTALLY understand myself (that's the word i was looking for all along actually)(cuse not everyone does)

I understand my thought process.

As in, I'm aware of so many things, but just being aware..."changes" nothing in my life, i realized. I'm missing 'something', i need 'something'

I totally know WHY i do this, and HOW to correct it. But, kinda similar to you, nothing ends up resulting/concluding from that knowledge. Like, that knowledge being there is useless.

Oh crud, im so bad at explaining this stuff, but if you understood it...then cool!
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jon said...

=) that's okay. hahha yes I do understand what you're saying. I actually blogged on this type of topic...

the process of growing:
1) Looking back and realizing.
2) Understanding and appreciating.
3) Taking action in response to the knowledge gained.
4) Becoming gradually transformed... maturation... growth.

Knowledge is still on step #2. =) You know what should/has to be done... you need to figure out whether you truly desire to take action (constructive and forward-moving action) and move onto step 3 and 4.

March 1, 2010 at 7:39 PM

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