Control.

I have told my parents before...that i did not appreciate their 'love'. That they didn't really love me in the things they did. That it was for their benefit, I accused them. Now I feel bad. It's true, we are human, we'll never attain unconditional love, but my parents still love me tho, cuse I'm their child. And I bet they try. Imagine how they must have felt when I told them those words, as a parent I would be broken hearted. Those efforts...that love...that was all put in. It's not appreciated.

And many of the times, we do the same to God too...his love...it's not appreciated. Except God's love IS ACTUALLY unconditional. Can not be imagined in this humane world. There is nothing that can show appreciation ENOUGH to him, let alone appreciate Him at all! We can only of course show that appreciation through worship...and that is the extent of our thanks.

I get angry all the time. Frustration leads to my biggest anger. I do many of the things that God wouldn't want me to do. Please take control of me Lord.