That's how I feel right now.
Whenever there's an opportunity for me to feel great, when I'm enjoying a moment with somebody, at some place, doing some thing. I LOVE it. I don't want it to go away. I want it to stay. And what if...it can't stay? I gotta DO something, to keep it, to make it stay.
When this happens, there is a "pressure", a "tension" to not fail...at keeping this 'wonderful', 'great' moment. And what happens when you're pressured? You get nervous...When you get nervous?...you trip up...screw up. Because that's what I tend to do when I'm friggin nervous!
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