answer to that...

I think i no what it is. I wish i could've been closer to each and every didomite. That's what I felt missing, during the last nite.

During the 3 years of Didomi, I could've taken the opportunity to know Didomi a little better, but I didn't. I feel quite dissappionted in myself. A little ashamed.

It wasn't enough. When I left, I think that's the reason I didn't, i guess tear, or show much emotions. It was because, you can say "I didn't value enough, what I was leaving" (altho, for me, I'll never actually leave...I'm seeing everybody next Sunday, and then the Sunday after that, and so on...)

u no that feelin where "you could've done a lil bit better"? Well, I'm feelin like "I could've done a LOT better."

This is truly what I feel...